
(Source: xathrid)
恋と病熱 (Koi to Yamai Netsu // Love and Fever) - Kenshi Yonezu
English Lyrics:
The things I liked became less and less,
And the things I hated grew more and more
I watched the clouds from the window,
And I watched people’s backs…
There was more and more I wanted to say,
But more and more that I didn’t
As the sky got dirty, I watched it;
It would always turn to night…
If I can’t go anywhere, then what will you do with me?
Succumbing to dizziness, I dreamed,
A daydream with everything crammed in;
What I wanted to love, and wanted to love me,
I stuffed it all in, until I was empty…
I came to learn more and more,
But forgot just as many things
As the bus rattled me, I looked outside;
What are you capturing with your camera?
“Keep it a secret, okay?” “Promise me?”
Even with those, I’ll someday be alone
Suddenly, a button was torn off;
It would always turn to night…
If you saw a couple like this, what would you do?
The slightest lies caused an inflammation;
I’ve long been afflicted by what feels like a fever
What I wanted to love, and wanted to love me…
I won’t abandon them, but ask forgiveness…
I didn’t want to hate anyone,
So I was always, always hated;
By everyone, by myself…
Even you, even myself…
When you aren’t there, in all sorts of ways,
All sorts of things, I come to hate…
Afflicted with a fever, I dreamed,
And my blind eyes saw falling sunlight
What I wanted to love, and wanted to love me…
I hope you forgive me for living with those wants…

-I am so proud of you, sweetheart.
what did I just do.I guess my feelings for Zuko will eventually kill me. Why would I hurt myself this way? Is this okay I cried while drawing it? no it’s not. whatever. feels can kill.
Because Zuko HAD to find his mother.